When I consider Your heavens, the work of Your fingers, the moon and the stars, which You have set in place, what is man that you are mindful of him, the son of man that You care for him? O LORD, OUR LORD, how majestic is Your name in all the earth! Psalm 8:3,4,9
Friday, July 30, 2010
Tuesday, July 27, 2010
Fun in the Sun: Some pics from Spring and Summer
Monday, July 26, 2010
Amazing Grace
It was a year ago today. I found our baby boy laying lifeless in his crib and my life would never be the same. That night becomes more and more real over time and reaches such a deeply personal level that it has become harder and harder for me to talk about as time passes. Adam and I will never forget that night and, I believe, it will always kick us in the gut when we allow it to cross our minds.
However, like my father's passing, this was a day that God claimed victory. It always sits uneasy with people when I say that losing my father was a blessing. Oh not that I do not yearn for memories that were never able to be created, or arms that were not able to hold me, but I KNOW that God's plan is perfect and taking my earthly father to His kingdom brought me closer to my heavenly Father. For this I am grateful.
The same rings true of that night one year ago today. As we drove behind the ambulance only one house had a light on and in the window was a huge wooden Christian fish. I heard God loud and clear that night. I put the life of my son in His hands. It wasn't a time like in the past where I had said "OK I am BEGGING please let xyz happen." Nope, not this time. This time I internally and physically cried out "Abba, Father, your will is perfect. Whatever your plan is for my family help us to understand and rejoice in it!" It was right then that I knew I truly believed in Christ. God saved my son's life that night and at the same time he breathed it in to me.
Amazing Grace, it was a great day.
Therefore, if anyone is in Christ, he is a new creation. The old has passed away; behold, the new has come. 2 Corinthians 5:17
Wednesday, July 21, 2010
Prepare His Way
As it is written in the book of the words of Isaiah the prophet,
“The voice of one crying in the wilderness:
‘Prepare the way of the Lord,
make his paths straight.
Every valley shall be filled,
and every mountain and hill shall be made low,
and the crooked shall become straight,
and the rough places shall become level ways,
and all flesh shall see the salvation of God.’” Luke 3: 4-6
I can't help, but let these verse play in my mind like a movie on pause. I yearn to usher the Lord into my heart, but where are my valleys too deep? Where are my mountains too high? When do I choose to fill those valleys with other idols that keep the Lord wading at the bottom of a muddy river in attempt to get to my heart. When do I stand on my mountain top of pride while He tries so hard to claw up to my soul?
Lord fill my valleys with Your everlasting bread of life, crumble all mountains that my pride allows me to stand on. Make my path straight so that all of my daily actions are done with one focus: to prepare Your way to my heart.
Monday, July 19, 2010
Life
Wednesday, July 14, 2010
It's true
1) Sharing what God was revealing to me in my time with Him
2) Sharing pics, updates, general muses about what was going on in our family
Soooooooo........ I decided to use my thinker and do something else that would allow me to do these things without getting caught up for an hour each day staring at others pages. Now, I make no promises. I am planning on posting as much as I have time to and hopefully share as many pics as possible, but if I've learned anything my plans mean nothing. I hope you all enjoy keeping up with what is going on in our very average, but awesome lives here at the Kimmel's!